#41) Free At Last, free at last...

Elderly gentleman called my office earlier in the week  to schedule with me a session of DEEP Release.  Today was his appointment day and I was impressed by him, an energetic 77 year old guy who told me he wanted to erase the highly charged emotions around a divorce he had had some 25 years ago.  "The feelings just don't go away Doc, I  think about my divorce every day and it has ruined my life, my piece of mind and I do not know what to do about it, except I think you may be able to help me as I have read all your blogs on this subject..."

I had to respect this guy, he knew what he wanted and he did not want to continue to entertain the emotions he had been rehearsing and replaying the past 25 years that had made him miserable on a daily basis.   I had him close his eyes and go into the memory of this divorce, "go into the memory and the pictures and the feelings that you visit every day that make you feel bad," I encouraged him. He proved to be very good at this, in a matter of seconds he was there, in his mind, playing out the movie he had replayed over and over again for the past 25 years.  The sadness, the anger, resentment, betrayals, rejections, guilt, remorse and regret.  With 4 passes of the DEEP Release Clear Mind Process he was totally and completely free of the negative charges associated with this charged memory.  His body completely relaxed and he gave a deep deep sigh of relief as he realized the charge was gone, "it feels good now doc, it feels real good, I wish I knew this could be done for me 25 years ago, so amazing, there is nothing there now, just peace and calm."

In a matter of minutes we resolved this issue and so I asked him if there was something else from his past that he would like to change.  Yes there was and he took me back to age 12, when he was a small boy and witnessed his father beating his mother viciously and all he could do at the time was stand by and watch, his father "drunked up" and verbally, emotionally and physically abusing his mother.  He repeated he wished himself dead many a time, "there was nothing I could do but I should have done something, I feel so guilty, so sad,  angry, helpless, worthless..."   This release took longer, 10 minutes to erase the charge of the emotions held for over 65 years. 

He was for me an amazing guy, he was introspective enough to know he was trapped in this emotional replay of his past but he did not know how to stop the merry go round and get off.  However, he knew enough to know that the work I do could set him free. When  we were done with the DEEP Process on this issue,  I swear he even looked different, younger, certainly more relaxed  and happy.  Free at last, free at last, I thank God he is free at last...  Until next time, Dr. Mark Doyle